It is difficult to find a good man

He felt that he was beginning to understand what a world without seasons would be like, and what heat would be without light, and what man would be without salvation. In his view, catching the train and not catching it were the same, and if something had not suddenly caught his attention, something like a cry from the heart of the gathering darkness, he might have forgotten that there was a station he needed to go to. He had not seen himself as a sinner before, but he now saw that his true defect was hidden from him so as not to lead him to despair. He realized that all his sins, from the beginning of time, since he carried the sin of Adam in his heart, until the present time, had been forgiven, and he saw that there was no sin more heinous than counting it as his sin, and since the Lord loves as much as He forgives, he felt at that moment that he was ready to enter paradise!