Longing

Time does not wait for our fingers to write our own stories, stories are written whether we like it or not, we must sign and fingerprint to prove that we are involved, secrets alone make me say: I have things I own, I have myself, I am my own regardless of how life has crossed me. We want to understand and realize and interpret ourselves, life apparently does not give us this chance! You will understand what I mean when you ask: what should I feel right now? In childhood, we did not know where we would end up, this life was never close to our minds, surprises happen and everything after childhood may become just surprises as if we are at a station we didn't even know existed. I wish it was written on the calendar beside my name a note that says: it was not anyone’s fault, just as your name will not be at fault, but who among us does life ask if he wants to participate in all of this!! Nour Al-Iman Ayas