Yaqeen journey

Once upon a time ... at a time that did not pass, and once a day that exhausted me ... I reflected on myself repeatedly, and I saw myself bankrupt of everything!! I seek to know myself but I am ignorant of it, and I was never as I loved. I got tired and lost myself a lot ..... Can you believe what I will say? I was waiting for my departure from myself .... this life no longer appeared to me as it once was I lost my heart, and I lost my friends, and I remained alone .. then I struggled on the way to return to myself … that self which I ignore, oh how I pity her! It was never clear to me in any state, nor stable nor settled ... Oh, how regretful I am, and oh my heart, from my worry … all paths have been cut off from me and all springs have dried up ... and I have nothing left but my Creator, and during my journey to Him was the "Journey of Certainty" in which I knew the tenderness of my Lord, then I knew His kindness ... so the dispersion returned to calm, ignorance to light, sorrow to joy, and pain to hope! And the journey still has more to come …