She tempted me about myself - Marwan Al-Bakhit

What happened to me, and what led me to this state, is something I never imagined, and a trick I cannot trust the details of, I cannot guarantee anyone will believe it easily, but what I must trust is that what happened to me was not a hallucination or unfounded illusions, no, everything I will mention here is real, very real! I was trembling intensely, my clothes completely soaked, I feel that my legs no longer able to carry me anymore, but inside I was not terrified, I was surrendering my matter to them while they were leading me, my feelings had numbed, in fact I did not know what I should feel! I was walking stripped of all possible and impossible feelings! I do not know if you will read this or not, I do not know at that moment if I am still alive or have passed away! What I am sure of is that you are wondering now as I am wondering: how did I reach this point after all that glory and success?