Back room

When Hudail wrote the details of "Back Room" in her blog "Gate of Paradise" she said that it was "private conversations" not for publication, or not for circulation, and that it was private to her.. a whisper between her and her soul. Hudail did not know that her back room, and the whisper that takes place there, would become the language of those seeking burning anxiety.. searching for existential questions for the meaning of tranquility.. and the meaning of persistent search for purity in a space polluted by the loss of loved ones.. and the denial of friends.. and the disappointments of companions.. and doors that only open to be slammed in the faces of those chasing after the mirage of safety. In "Back Room" you face texts that take you deep toward the summit of eloquence, and before meanings that strain you in diving to touch the sparkle of mystery. Hudail's language in "Back Room" resembles the language of a young philosopher who opposed her in contemplating the minutiae of the human soul, but Hudail summarized it in her age which did not exceed 24 years.. leaving us with an astonishing language, and a deep experience expressed in her own unique alphabet.. for we are dealing with a language unique to Hudail alone. May God have mercy on Hudail, and gather us with her in the abode of His mercy. Her presence was brief and astonishing.. and her departure was a resounding celebration. Dr. Mohammed Al-Haddith 232 pages, medium size edition 1436 (2015 AD)