Messages from prison between the sadism of imagination and the sadism of reality

Author's name: Marquis Dusaddar Publisher: Al-Rafidain for Publishing and Distribution Year of publication: 2022 Literary classification: Prison literature Book summary: Yes I am a sinner, I admit that, I imagined everything you can imagine in this genre, but I definitely did not do everything you imagined and will definitely never do. I am a sinner, but I am not a criminal or a murderer, and since I am forced to put my apology beside my self-defense, I will say: perhaps it is very likely that those who condemn me unjustly are like me, they could not balance their flaws through good deeds of value like those I can face with my mistakes. I am a sinner, but there are three families living in your area who have lived five years of my kindness, and I saved them from the last degrees of extreme poverty. I am a sinner, but I saved a fleeing soldier from death, abandoned by his face and his commander. I am a sinner but in the eyes of your whole family, in "Every", I saved, risking my life, a child who would have been crushed under the wheels of a horse-drawn cart when I rushed to him myself. I am a sinner, but I did not endanger my wife's health. I do not have all the other forms of freedom that are often destructive to the children’s fortunes: Did I ruin them through gambling or other expenses that could have deprived them or even harmed their inheritance someday? Did I mismanage my private property when it was available to me? In short, did I do something in my youth that indicates a heart capable of the darkness we assume it has today? Have I not always loved everything I should love and everything that should be dear to me, didn't I love my father? (Unfortunately, I still cry for him every day) Did I behave badly with my mother?