I row with my straw piece

Yes, my name is Mona Mahmoud, I am not related at all to the late great writer Dr. Mustafa Mahmoud, but I am on a journey to find myself in words and some wishes, believe it or not, I am a medical graduate but I do not work in it, the dark side of me appears when I write, here you will read several thoughts that reveal my unannounced death, and perhaps you will find some of yourself in them..