I do not sleep

And I do not sleep.. sleep no longer tortures me, and thinking of evil no longer worries me.. and yet I do not sleep... maybe because to sleep I must wake up.. and I do not wake up.. there is no awakening in my life today nor... sleep I am dead.. I walk like the dead.. a dead person with open eyes, no one has closed her eyelids over her eyes, so she appears as if she is sleeping! ... I want someone to close my eyelids.. so I can sleep... when will I sleep?!!