I no longer find you, oh God

I can no longer find you, oh God!! This is not a cry of disbelief, but a tired plea. The voice of a person exhausted by the roads, drowned in questions, fallen from the height of certainty to the depths of silence, to start again the journey of searching: Not only for God alone... but also for himself. This novel is not a traditional faith story, nor confessions of an atheist returning in remorse. It is a biography of spiritual pain, experienced by a sincere soul, passing through all the stations of confusion: From trembling prayer, to painful doubt, to the mirror of disbelief, then to that faint light; which God does not confirm, but reminds you that you have not lived a moment without Him. A novel written to be read slowly, with tears, and with a heart that does not fear to say: I believe... because I cannot bear life without God!