As if he is with me

And as if with him like this then?! The reality with you is like a nightmare, and the heart, if it loves you, does not repent! Imagine if there were only two options; which one would you choose if I asked you? To take me to you alive, or to take you from me dead? I can no longer bear myself while I suppress the longing silence! I am tired while I love you without giving myself a chance to think that you will remain like this, not understanding me, or reciprocating my feelings! And how it hurts me that you have a place in the heart while you have no presence in it! Sorry that we always busy ourselves with those who do not care about us, and wait for those who neglect us, get closer to those who destroy us, and love what is not ours! By the way… the day you ask yourself why she left me when she was with me? Then I will smile; because that which was her presence as if with me, has ended from my life forever!! Item number: 9786039170389 Author: Abdulrahman Al-Mosawi Pages: 395 Year of publication: 2022 Publisher: Ta’thir Publishing Category: Novel and Story Format: Paperback Weight: 0.500 grams Size: 14*21 cm