The hardship of being a time

Always I stand in the middle.. I have always found that my step falls exactly on the dividing line between things. I do not remember a day when I knew the meaning of reaching a suitable end, that I reach the shore with my idea, that I lean to one side without being pulled by the other, that I put a round dot after a complete understandable idea. Without clear certainty, without firm conviction I defend and declare my weapons behind it, without a group I point to and say these are my people... Always I stand in the middle.