A blazing mind

I do not think that my current state will make my father happy either if he looks at me from somewhere... He would not be pleased to see his son a prisoner of a sadness that almost took his life. Sadness has become my constant companion that never leaves me. It invaded my soul and spread its arms in my body like an octopus. It spread in my cells and injected its toxins into them. My body is no longer under my control, but sadness has taken the position of the commanding and forbidding authority. I lay on my bed in silence, preferring to preserve it so as not to disturb my mother and sisters with my painful screams... My sighs come out muffled, as if the suffering of the soul has no right to scream no matter how much pain it endures. I can suffer in silence so as not to bother others; my mother cannot bear to see me like this. Damn it! As if someone announced that physical pain is more severe than psychological pain! I wished I could fill the world with screams and wails; for sadness has taken over my soul... Author: Rehab Mohsen Number of pages: 180