I do not ask you to leave

I do not ask you to leave by Doaa Abu Elala ... I struggle between two shores; reaching either of them means my destruction or her destruction; should I free myself from my shackles and drown in the mud of my sins; or cling to it until I go mad?! A future I expect and wait for, and I know that someday my mind will abandon me, and my nightmares will defeat me.. Neither surrendering to the hell of memories frees me, nor drowning in the flood of the present makes me forget.. I am the lost one drowning between two shores, I am the one living on the edge of life, I wonder every moment if a person can survive the madness of this world alone? As for her; she is the path and her supplies.. She is the refuge and salvation, and I am her harm, the dark, gloomy side of my soul will stain her pure heart, and erase the look of pure love in her eyes, she will ask me to leave, or I ask her to stay, the impossible?! Author: Doaa Abu Elala Pages: 330 Dar Al Ibdaa for Translation and Publishing