Fight the longing

In a life that shows no mercy to anyone, you will sometimes find yourself standing with your hands tied, searching for an exit, a way to peace, truth, inner comfort, and salvation. You will go in circles. You will find someone supporting you and someone abandoning you at the first hardship, and your soul will sway up and down like a feather that lost its way. In this book, you will find improvisations of years of someone who suffered a lot in the journey to reach himself, and in the search for himself in the depths of the subconscious mind darker than the ocean. You will not arrive until you surrender and stop resisting, until you let yourself drown. Only then will you find parts of yourself you never knew before in your stimulating mind. With pride and love, I present to you, dear reader, a mixture of thoughts and feelings, coming and going through this mind that fights to stay okay in this harsh world. You may picture a weak character who suffered, but I am proud of every step I took, every breath I took or was taken by, to make me today in this moment with this strength, maturity, and coherence. Hold my hand, and let us dive together into feelings, thoughts, and theories that may have crossed your being once. I only embody their words so you know you are not alone in this journey.