Like coffee, sweet like chocolate

Book name: Like Coffee Sweet Like Chocolate Author: Merna El Helbawi Publisher: Al-Karma Category: Novel Number of pages: 216 About the book: "Are you stupid? Do you like to live in the role of the naive? Do you like to insult yourself to this extent? If he had the choice between you and her, did you think he would choose you? Why? ... Put an end to this farce! You are hurting yourself and those around you with your stupid thoughts, feelings, and illusions! I am tired of your lies to yourself and to me, and I am tired of you personally!" I wanted to disappear, and I was about to cry, but something made the tears freeze, refusing to come out of my eyes. I feel like I am about to explode. I called Shams late at night. My voice was choked with crying, and I didn't want to tell him any feelings I have for Adham despite him being the closest to me in this world. - What's wrong with you? - A little upset! - Are you okay? Is something wrong? Should I come to you? - No. I just... why do I always have the second option with people?